Now or never! It’s never late than not. Standing on the strategic edge of student’s life I caught the glimpse of nearly seventeen years of a journey and glancing ahead saw the path that led endlessly. All good and bad, beautiful and stressful, happy and sad memories loomed over my head promptly at the speed of lightning strike and discovered that I’m still trapped in the vicious circle of poor confidence. I’m being haunted by anxiety, insecurity and so forth which at times I cannot define what keeps me holding back.
The learning circle is far from completion, nonetheless I have missed so many precious opportunities otherwise it would have worked wonders to be a little more confident each moment hitherto. Even then while I’m very much interested in doing anything that comes on my way but the biggest hitch that withholds me from embarking upon it is being low self-esteemed. The things that I can handle being alone becomes a story of failure in the crowd and among other fellows. Should the world function by being every man enclosed within four walls than it would be blessing for people like me. Nevertheless it requires one to compete with millions of potential candidate in this ever challenging world to sustain on the principle of ‘survival of the fittest.’
Therefore, whatever I do, I try to do it for the cause of emboldening my confidence. I don’t know how far I’m doing justice to myself, parents and teachers but being in this final year before entering into the busy civil servant network I want to experience at least a bit and bytes of all the sports and co-curricular activities. For the first time, I have diverted my attention from academics towards other co-curricular activities. At the end of the year hope I would be able to walk out from RIM with a heavy load of confidence to face the situation in a better way.
The learning circle is far from completion, nonetheless I have missed so many precious opportunities otherwise it would have worked wonders to be a little more confident each moment hitherto. Even then while I’m very much interested in doing anything that comes on my way but the biggest hitch that withholds me from embarking upon it is being low self-esteemed. The things that I can handle being alone becomes a story of failure in the crowd and among other fellows. Should the world function by being every man enclosed within four walls than it would be blessing for people like me. Nevertheless it requires one to compete with millions of potential candidate in this ever challenging world to sustain on the principle of ‘survival of the fittest.’
Therefore, whatever I do, I try to do it for the cause of emboldening my confidence. I don’t know how far I’m doing justice to myself, parents and teachers but being in this final year before entering into the busy civil servant network I want to experience at least a bit and bytes of all the sports and co-curricular activities. For the first time, I have diverted my attention from academics towards other co-curricular activities. At the end of the year hope I would be able to walk out from RIM with a heavy load of confidence to face the situation in a better way.
And the yet to unfold scenario falls under the above-mentioned essence which is one among few means that I undertook to tackle my lacking strong confidence…
The funny side of the story is that I couldn’t share and did not talk about writing this song to anyone even to my friends who are within the close circle. Not even to my parents and only one who knew it was Zhegyel studio. Because I didn’t have guts to even think of sharing this idea with others. I have actually started working on this song since the first term but couldn’t actualize it as I was worried of getting failed in the process. I wrote this lyric one fine afternoon after the class within half an hour yet coming up with the tune took me few days. As the nature of my work was secret, I had to hum and sing silently within. After much lone practice mostly while walking on the way to the classroom and during visits to the washroom where nobody hears me sing…lol, I gave tune to the lyrics finally. After completion of developing tune I wanted to record it as soon as possible to put this work to an end but then due to some appointment problems with studio person, it got delayed by two to three weeks. After all, I’m happy that I have used my pocket money for recording this song which I can cherish it's worth forever otherwise it would have disappeared long before realizing on which things I have spent. Thank you Dad and Mom for funding to record my song which helped me to realize my childhood dream of recording song one day in the studio.
However, there isn’t any other hidden motives, agenda or stories behind writing this song. Of course, the other factor that dragged me towards this work is purely my strong passion for music. Music is something magical that binds together everyone irrespective of age, gender, creed, religion, etc. for the common goal of happiness. If the world is confused with miscommunication, music is the medium with the coherent messages to enlighten; if the world is plagued with chronic battle, music is the remedy to unite them all; if the word is thirsty of happiness, music is the solution to quench it. Music is part of my life and my interest in music glows brighter all day long and that I wish to continue. Gung Karsel Daw/ དགུང་དཀར་གསལ་ཟླཝ would be uploaded to my YouTube Channel. Visit my YouTube channel “JamyangEdutainment.”
If I’m to dedicate, I humbly do it for my dad, mom, Azhee (sister), two Anus (brothers) and to all the friends.
Without music, life would be a mistake”༼རོལ་མོ་མེད་པའི་འཚོ་བ་ནི།།་ནོར་འཁྲུལ་ཞིག་ལས་མ་འདས་སོ།།༽
