Struggle versus Blessings

With my mom

The ticking sound of wall the clock reserved me awake the whole night. I felt my heart racing and adrenaline rush back my spine. Someone somewhere would be busy glued to books when I was submerged in mind full of sorrow despite the exam tense boiling on another side which came as a rubbing salt  upon the injury. In the middle of the knight amidst the darkness of time, I was facing darkest circumstances.
The time has come to the fruition when nature has got something painful in their store for me. It was my bitter painful share I had to admit that to relinquish. It was a best of time and it was also worst of time.

My Dad

The RCSC exam came whacking on the door while my sick mom was lying on the bed in the hospital enduring excruciating pain with deadly disease intact. By then I had to entertain my attention firmly and divide my strength in two, unlike ways. 
Intense was the situation as I was with merely two option, either to rush back to the hospital to see the condition of my ma or else to ensure the ultimate life deciding event (RCSE). At that spell of time, I had a phone call where the name of my dad was flashing on the screen. I promptly did receive his call and heard “dear son, you can concentrate on your studies and go on with the exam, as I’m with mom you need not worry.’ ...I was left silent for a while not knowing what to reply. That's how grateful my parents are prioritizing my future ahead their own life. It was such a emotional support and has literally thumbed my heart to bursting into loud cry within.

Then a time descended where I guised to be a normal man to focus on my studies but mentally I couldn’t find any calmness inside me plus emotionally It took great tool to ignore the reality. Amid oceans of the happy students, I remained an island of worrisome guy. Days passed by and a sudden phone call brought me to tears when I heard my mom on the other side wishing me the Best luck for my exam which was due a very next day. Then I whispered a silent prayer for her speedy recovery and pledged to do well in the exam at any cost.
Amidst difficulties lie opportunity is what Einstein has rightly said a long time ago. The result I obtained today is not a lone day creation. It was a culmination of many years’ hard work and effort invested in my studies. It is an outcome of a torturous sleepless knight and ceaseless chain of hard work beneath roasting sun of summer besides a freezing winter. If one happens to slit my flesh one could smell the odor of hard work rather than intellect by birth; if one happens to unsheathe my skin one can see the flesh of struggles twined all over my body. In brief, everyone taught me to understand a cup half empty rather than half full. Today I take pleasure to assume, that might be the reason for me to secure this in this list amongst top three students since pre-primary school till I graduate from the University.

A boundless support from my parents, teachers, peers and a a little dedication from my end in every field I pursued has functioned wonder to emanate the gleam of success. However this result is not an end, it has to be a foundation towards many successful endeavors in future. I too congratulate all my mates for successfully appearing 2017 RCSC exam and wish you all a very best luck in every undertaking hereon. This is the exam which placed us in hierarchal order but in reality, we all are same with equal abilities. I do believe that exam can’t measure the level of intelligence and skills. Each one is special in their own way, let’s never lose our self-esteem and we won’t be far from our dreams. 

Out of all, my mom is gradually recovering her health and I could achieve this result because of everyone’s support. Thank you!!!  Greetings for everyone!!!